I'm at work

I was sitting here and I suddenly got this sad feeling. I don't even know what caused. I was catching up on my blog reading. I miss so much back home. I miss my parents a lot. I thought I was old enough that being far away wouldn't matter. It seems like now that I know I can't see them everyday, I want to see them eveyday. I miss them alot. I miss my nephew and my niece. Josh drove me crazy a lot but I still miss him. I wish I could see him. Hailey is going to grow so much this next year. I don't want to miss it. She is so cute. I don't think she even really knows that I'm gone. I miss all the people at both my churches. I want so bad to see everyone. I really could use a night of Awana too. It's hard to think that things are going on with out me. I know those ladies have it all together and can make things work without, but I wish that they needed me. I also really want to be with Martio. I miss my dog so much. I miss her the most on days that are rough and I'm tired and worn out. I would go home and lay in bed with Martio for a while. I would really love to text Kerry and Hagan and go to the dog park tonight. I really want to go rock the block and I'm upset that I missed the luncheon and I don't want to miss the retreat. I really would like to VBS this year and work STW this summer, but I can't. I should be happy and excited. I'm living in South Korea, most people don't have the chance to do this. Most people don't ever do anything great or exciting as this, but I miss them. I'm moving into my own apartment today after work. Eric and I are going to get my stuff catch a cab and then go. I need to get cab money for Sena before I leave. Right now I really want a Poppy bear hug.